December 2009
I’m not pretty. I’m not skinny. I’m not confident. I don’t like the same things as you. I don’t do anything right. I’m not good in relationships. I’m moody. I never look good. I get pimples. I have imperfections and faults. I’m mean. I hurt you. I’m a bad person. And you, you’re like perfect. I know you have flaws and shit too but really,...
I'm scared
So scared. Because honestly I don’t have any friends apart from you.. What if I lose you? Then I’m left with nothing again. I don’t know if I’d be able to come back from that again. It’s happened too many times before. I’m not saying I expect this to last forever, I’m not that delusional. But I just wish I didn’t rely on you so much, I wish I could...
And you stood at your door with your hands on my...
Argh! I miss him so much. I just want to yell and scream and light fires because I’ve let myself be so attached and stupid already
“what do you say I go over there and tell her how much I like her? Nah nah it’ll be good. I can tell her how much I’ve been thinking about her. That I haven’t stopped thinking about her since the moment we met. That I’m so fantastically, over the top, wanna slit my own throat in love with her, that for every minute of every hour of every day, I can’t believe my...
Hmmm
I keep almost dropping the L bomb, I know I shouldn’t it just keeps almost coming out. I really wanna say it but I don’t wanna be one of those couples who says they love each other straight away, I don’t like those kind of couples. But I really want to say it. Confused!